: are such a strange thing. it’s like my head goes totally crazy, living in its own world, going on its own . last night’s dream was exactly like that. I dreamt about some kind of alternative life – living in a different place, a small apartment somewhere in Warsaw, I guess. and it felt so! real!

when I woke up, I didn’t actually know where I was. for a couple of minutes, I was convinced the dream was my real life. like my head refused to come back.

I like dreaming, especially now – after fixing so many things in my life. when there are no hidden fears anymore, when I can actually deal with my own shit. became not only tolerable, but even kind of pleasant. they don’t scare me anymore.

but last night… was an intense experience.