greg

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the last of us

this blog is officially closed 🚧or maybe not closed.let’s say: suspended.no, closed!

you see? this is not easy.exciting, but not easy.lots of memories. lots of moments.happy ones. sad ones.

there won’t be any new stuff here. I moved to a completely new place.telling this story from the beginning. all over again.leaving this

this is me trying – again

I feel like I was writing this kind of post two hundred times in the past. I’m always starting again, always from scratch, always trying to build something, always trying to change many things. and eventually always failing. well, this is not true. not all true. I’m always failing with

I’ve started new #dance classes. A new place, a completely new space, a new teacher. Everything is new. New movements, a lot of #improvisation. And it’s hard. Really hard.

Most of the time I don’t feel great there. I feel like I’m doing everything wrong — not just with my #body

#weekends because I do the same things I do on regular weekdays. but on weekends nobody disturbs me. and that’s so nice. I really love it.

it’s #january already. so it’s time for a new month’s #playlist. this is it:

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7tQTUk80DeDaFo4qckkmdN?si=A_7nj7k7SDqKCOGfik39RQ&pi=w1ci2-mGTPSu_

I’ll be building it through the whole #january. adding #music I actually listen to. #music that stays with me this month.

it’s 8 am. #january 1st, 2026. quiet. really quiet.

I’m #writing. #music is playing. #snow and sun at the same time behind the window. and it feels so unreal how #calm this #morning is.

I keep thinking how long it took me to experience a day like this. forty-one starts before this

this kind of #winter. real #winter, #snow everywhere. it started yesterday. I don’t know how long it will last – maybe a week, maybe two – I hope long. I’m writing this from my kitchen, like always, from my writing corner, looking through the window all the time, smiling at

yesterday ended with two sentences. one came from my own thinking. the other from words I heard. I didn’t argue with either of them. I just kept them.

if nothing changes, nothing changes.

nothing should be forced.

woke up very early today. it was still dark and so #quiet. I opened the door – and there it was. #snow.

for some reason, it made me instantly happy. no big thoughts. just a clear, childish yessssss inside.

and it looks so good with my pink-and-white lights. I really love it

next day. morning. early morning. I’ve just finished my first full #workout in my dance room. an apple fitness + #dance #workout. more than 20 minutes. real #movement. real sweat. and it feels so good.

yesterday it was six minutes. today it’s more than twenty. I’m actually doing this.