Tag: rest

Thursday, 25.12.2025

: i’ve just come .

is done. not a trip, not really. just going. driving. staying somewhere that isn’t mine. with my at my #parents’ place – eve and the first day. today I drove them to their mom so they can spend the rest of there.

and now I’m back. . thirty minutes in.

I’ve been waiting for this moment for some time. not only for to end, but for a few things to close at once – stuff, personal stuff, obligations that were just sitting there and taking space. was one of them. now it’s time to move on. finally.

the last few days were hard. being away from drains me. sleeping somewhere else drains me. this whole spectacle drains me. my #parents’ house isn’t my house. I like my rules. my rhythm. my surroundings. I like being . I need that feeling to function. well, in some areas I think.

now there’s finally space. first – . . getting my strength back.

but I can already feel that some things need to be cleaned up. some , some decisions, some leftovers from the last weeks, maybe even months. I don’t want to just go through my . I want to shape it. choose it. live it the way it actually fits me.

so this is where I am. back . resting. and getting ready to move again.

#christmas#daughters#habits#home#independent#life#parents#rest#sleep#work
Koniec

Saturday, 01.11.2025

: oh my god, it’s weekend. and it’s a free weekend for me. nobody’s coming, nobody’s waiting, and there’s nothing in my calendar that’s connected with anyone. so I can do whatever I want. I can focus on myself. and that’s exactly what I need.

today’s a public holiday here in Poland, so everything’s closed – stores, places, even people, somehow. all classes are cancelled, so no roller blades with my kids this weekend. free Saturday, free Sunday.

I think I won’t even go to the gym today. I just want to clean my space. clean my head. clean everything around me after weeks of that renovation at my aunt’s house, which I’m kind of in charge of. people were here every day, from 6 p.m. till late – one electrician stayed till 11:30 p.m. last time. so yeah, it’s been full days of my presence being borrowed.

and now, finally, it’s quiet. it’s mine again.

#calm#cleaning#freedom#home#renovation#rest#roller skating#silence#time for myself#weekend
Koniec

Thursday, 30.10.2025

: no dance today. no gym, no . well, ok – with some , I guess, because there’s a lot going on around my place lately. but at least I don’t have to go anywhere today.

I woke up with that small sore throat again – not really , maybe just enough to slow me down. maybe it’s an , maybe not. but it’s a good one – hard to argue with.

I’m sitting at ’s, eating , and for the first time in days, the world feels a bit slower. lately everything’s been moving around me – the renovation at my aunt’s house, people walking through the yard, decisions to make, things to fix, voices everywhere. I don’t mind helping, but it fills the space that used to be quiet. and I miss that quiet.

funny thing is, I like my life now. I like the rhythm I built – the dance classes, the movement, the workouts. but this other rhythm – the constant coordination, the noise – that’s not mine. and I guess my body decided to draw the line for me.

so maybe that’s what this morning is about. not skipping anything, not being lazy. just taking back a bit of stillness. remembering that I don’t have to fill every hour with effort. that silence can be part of the rhythm too.

#awareness#balance#blog#body#breakfast#calm#dance#excuse#life#rest#rhythm#rush#sick#silence