: I’ve added this to my days now. this tiny #routine from the video. maybe it won’t help me at all, but it definitely won’t harm me. and that’s enough for me to keep (start) doing it.
Tag: daily life
Friday, 21.11.2025
Wednesday, 05.11.2025
: I have Tourette’s. a pretty mild case. I’m fine with it – I can control it, or rather blend it into my daily life, my movements. it’s all good, I don’t feel bad about it. people usually don’t even notice – even the ones who’ve known me for years.
BUT! things get really weird when I use my #apple devices.
oh man, that’s when the tics start being a real issue.
but not real tics – the ones #apple makes me do. the ones I actually love. I keep moving my head in random directions, answering #siri through my #airpods. I wave one hand around to control my apple watch. and sometimes the other hand shakes too – enough to activate the damn “shake to undo” gesture on my iphone.
now that must look strange.
Koniec
Wednesday, 22.10.2025
: i can’t say it was a bad day yesterday, but it was hard, you know. the first part of the day – until maybe 4 p.m. – was great. just great. i even added my mood to Apple Health and picked “pleasant”. it was a pleasure, a very high-energy day. so yeah, the first part was just great.
the second part… well, maybe “tricky” is the right word. i decided to go to my roller lessons, just to move a bit before my jazz class. to feel the music – i love riding with music, kind of dancing on rollers. i just love it. it can be either amazing or really depressing sometimes, but yesterday i felt it could be one of those great rides.
and it was, until i slightly went off the path and one of my car tires went flat. yeah, not the rollers – the car. it happened on my way there. not great, as you can imagine. then i found out my car doesn’t even have a spare tire. it’s a small car, and there’s simply no space for one. but still, i stayed calm. i waited about an hour for roadside help, and when they finally came, the guy changed the tire and also fixed the other one, because it turned out that one was punctured and the other was damaged too. so yeah, unexpected money spent.
i managed to catch the last part of the roller lesson – from two hours, only about 45 minutes left. i had some fun, didn’t really get into the full flow, but okay. then, on my way to the jazz class, i started to feel that the car was driving a bit differently. maybe it was just my imagination, but i didn’t feel fully confident anymore.
and during the jazz lesson… i was kind of exhausted. it’s the hardest one for me – fast, full of quick movements – and sometimes i just can’t keep up.
but now, the next morning, i know i didn’t do anything stupid with my dinner. in fact, i ate almost nothing, and it was actually good for me. i slept through the whole night, little longer than usual, but that’s fine. and today i feel okay. it was a hard day yesterday, but it’s behind me. i’m in a good mood, there’s a lot to do today, and life goes on. it’s okay.
